From my past relationships I learned:

From my past relationships I learned:
This is very familiar question to all who r Orkut members.i havnt filled it yet, recently i thought of filling that space.But what i wish to write was so lengthy that at last i decide to make a topic to write here in my blog :)
Many explain life as search for peace or happiness .... but for me i felt life is search for a person to understand you.We often get people to understand us but we fail to understand them.Or we will b playing the role of understandable friend to some but not understood by them.But never expect to find one to know u fully.The great person who can do is big job is urself.Knowing ourself is the greatest thing that one can do in life.Busy trying to understand other often people forget to know ourself.
One of my favorite quetion in orkut profile.Whenever i view a new persons profile i always used to take care to read this part since it reflect his/her attitude towards relation.

A wonderful Diwali

I have never celebrated Diwali in kerala before.The only Diwali crackers sound in my mind is when i ws in 2nd standard.That was real Diwali with sweets and crackers.I was at Nagpur with my grandpa's bro.That was my world with my choices and my likes ( as far as i rem ) .

But this Diwali was here only in my place.We a group of friends went to a orphanage (should not call it so still ....) to see small cuties.Soon we reached there ,the kids staying thr came and sat in a hall whr we were standing,thn som of us noticed a boarded in which two names hav written along with wishes for their birthday.One was the in charge sister and the other was one of the kis there.Then the sister gave us a small talk with detailed explanations about the kids timetable,sponsors etc.Then we started our chat that is the most wonderful.After some tim the thing tht i noticed was tht around everyone of us thr one at least one child who remained a their pet for the whole day(still thr r inside my mind ..........).By that tim the food had reached as we had arranged,we started serving.The next wondering is the kids discipline they all sat thr until they prayed the prayer together and one more thing i noticed was the clean leaves.Most of them had eaten all that was put on their vazhayilla.The comparison came when we sat to have food most of us dont do as they do.Here comes the difference we dont utilise what we hav but their life teach them to utilise whtever they get.

We run behind wht we dont get leaving behind wht we hav got.

Then aftr tht most of them played together, there as usual i was bit back there.I was simply an observer but i was noticing each and everyone.there is lot of thing i feel i havnt cared abt in this world.Realised how large the world is.Yes, to b frank i was much concerned to my world and had never cared to know about the world around me.But this day made me open myself to lot of thing just by thinking and spending few hours there.

I too hav got some favorite there.But one who made me bit sad while coming back was one who never spoke much the whole day. I tried a lot to make her talk.When it was tim to say bye to all she came close to me pulled me near her and gave a big smile.I hugged her and i felt my eyes wet.Still her smile is what i can see when i tell about that day.Hope i can see her and also rest all there later.

A real wonderful Diwali with such a cute innocent smile

A link

A link to my first attempt in she comments is here

Wht to study ????

For my study leave I m back home to b with my parents. Don’t want to spend these valuable holidays away from my acha and amma. This study leave really make me feel lonely. No one can be blamed except my 6 papers and our university. Have forgotten all that my mind have gathered from the class, even the nice funny moments. Just can feel complete blank out while going through the lengthy notes.
Even forgot tht I hav to sleep. now its 12.40am feel sleepy but the books infront of me brings fearing dreams. To get some relief I just opened winamp and played the song from Ore kadal ho god after hearing that wonderful song I was not in a mood to study , instead I felt to dream. Then thought ho it is always good to dream so tht I may divert myself to the books infront. But I was deep into that song (Yamuna veruthe) Its telling about a girl waiting for Nandagopala who didn’t come yet to see her.That expectation is also gone (to go back to studies enna expectation) even though I am not waiting for any Nandagopala it took me to a different world of thoughts. When I first hear the song the pic tht came into my mind was Rada sitting near river waiting for her sweet Krishna………where did I start ? where did I reach ? …….

System hanged…………..

………..waiting to wait for a nadagopala……….. (चुम्मा)

Now everything is clear na starting from studies reached till river Yamuna and nadagopala। This is the specialty of these wonderful 6 papers।

My Sys Friend is back....... :)

After a long vacation my Sys friend
is back.She was on her vacation tour,few days later she fell sick,symptom of
sickness was depression.She was then took to Palakkad LG service center where
she had a through check up then went to Cochin for further check up.Last
week only is she reached back,after a big pay of 2500Rs.I reached home yesterday
only,even after seeing me she didn't care to mind me.I was bit afraid but later
everything was solved.

Special Hostelmate

For the past one year this special cutey is with us in
the hostel.I started caring about it during the last few days,when my friend goes near it and play with it.Still haven't started playing with it but now i never used to frighten it as i had done before.In the begining many was there to care it and to give food,but now i heard no one even care to give food. :(

I felt that i hav to write something about this special hostelmate.

Thank u hutch

I got my money back.........

Wonderful comment on me yoooooooooo

An unforgetable line of words was showered on me,that made even my amma laugh.when i heard it i was really in shock that i couldnt rem the full line,but cant forget one word "ALAMBE"..................

Hutch this is not nice ....... :(

My new hutch number had made me loss my money. After a 100rs recharge i planned to activate sms free.And in the morning i send a msg to 144, soon a reply came that the service is not available now.Later in the evening when i checked my balance i was shocked to see that my balance has reduced.This is terrible HUTCH .....
:(
I think Hiran experienced such a situation before.He says here

What & How

What to write ? Where to start ? How to start ? Why not able to write ?
Planning to write a lot i started this blog but till now i couldnt write even a single post.

I lov the colour of peace